Smile cause I'm gone

Forget the times I walked by
Forget the times I made you cry
Forget the times I spoke your name
Remember now, we're not the same.

Forget the times I held your hand
Forget the sweet things if you can
Forget the times and don't pretend
Remember now, we're just friends.

Song to Pamper: "I'm Gone" by Jay Sean

A new year's gift from God.

"Sometimes, it's not really a matter of choosing the right choice. It's a matter of proving that you made the right choice."

If you have found the right person for you. How will you prove to the world that she/he is the right one for you?

This is a story of a girl finding and searching for the right guy in her life. Even she came from a tragic and stormy history.

Its November 2010, tell me why does the time fly so fast. Its been 5 months since I've left my heart on the road of sorrow. I am Felice, recently studying a bachelor's degree, funny and easy to be with, talkative but in a nice way, and hoping for a guy who will not torn my heart again. I promise to myself I will not hurt anybody especially whom I loved the most. But I guess I was wrong. I gave my whole heart and now it's already torn into pieces.

Its December 2010, the last month of this empty year. I feel so empty inside. I wish I could be a dark sky so that no one can see me. My family and friends always uplift my spirit. So one day, I kneel down and talk to God praying

''I know in myself that this is just a challenge for me to encounter and to get through. I know you love me and will never leave me. I am very sorry for all the sins I have done. I hope you can forgive me. I will just wait for the right person that you will gave to me who will love me as much as I love him. And I hope you will still guide in my decisions."

The last night of the year was so uplifting. I saw a shooting star even the sky is covered up with fireworks. I wish that tomorrow, the 1st day of my new and hopefully wonderful year will be my strength for the other half that has been torn away from me.

Its January 2011, the first month of my new happy year. While walking and buying some new pair of shoes. I met this person whose named is Seth. We became friends, exchange of messages and mails. Getting to a point of knowing each other. Days passed, weeks, and even months.

Its July 2011, I am Felice recently graduated this year, newly working and officially engaged. I met Seth at some mall when I was buying a pair of shoe and planning to commit my whole life with him.

Tell me why does the time fly so fast? Its almost a year since I left my heart on the road of sorrow. But this time someone picked it up, fixed and took care until it beats again. This person saw a shooting star even the sky is covered up of fireworks and wish that he could bring the lost heart to its right owner.

I am Felice officially engaged to Seth. We both wished at a shooting star on the night of new years eve and it is truly a wonderful gift from God.

Song to Pamper: "Perfect Two" by Auburn

Ang mga weird na tao sa mundo

Unang kwento:

Kilala mo ba sila?

Sino?

Ayun oh. Yung mga un. Yung group of friends.

Ah. Yung mga kaibigan ng ex mo?

Oo. Yun nga.

Anung meron sa kanila?

Sila ang mga weird na tao sa mundo.

Bakit naman?

Simple. Sila lang naman ang pasimuno, assuming, at higit sa lahat weirdo.

Grabe naman. Paano mo naman nasabi?

Unang una. Pasimuno sila sa asaran. Pangalawa assuming sila sa lahat ng bagay. At naging
weirdo sila sa paningin ko kasi akala ko magiging maayos ang lahat at sinama ko sila sa mundong binuo ko kasama siya. Pero nagkamali ako.

Bakit?

Sila rin kasi ang magtutulak na lumapit siya sa kin nung una, pero sila rin pala ang hindi rumerespeto habang unti unti na kong nabubuo.

Pangalawang kwento:

Kilala mo ba siya?

Sino?

Ayun oh. Yung taong yun.

Anung meron sa kaniya?

Siya ang weird na tao sa mundo.

Bakit naman?

Siya ang inakala kong magiging bagong kaibigan ko.

Pero?

Pero siya pala ang naging bagong ka-ibigan ng mahal ko.

-NO SONG TO PAMPER IN TAGALOG ENTRIES-

How can you tell if you still love a person?

How can you really tell if you still love a very special person?

Simple things like:

- you always think of him over and over again.

- you always checked your cellphone, email, and other accounts hoping for him to respond.

- you cry at night bearing the pain he caused you.
- you can't concentrate about what you are doing.
- you still misses him.
- you always asked your common friends about where his abouts.
- and most specially you attempt to contact him but your brain always hold you back.

But, how can you tell if you don't love a person?

- you just passed her with all your might.
- you get to smile wholly.
- you ignore things that hurt you.
- you don't care about her.
- and you easily talked to her and no more scary thoughts that you might fall for her again.

Song to Pamper: "You don't want me to'' by 3rd Storee

"Cheating" by Joey Moe

This song is all about lying. Cheating with your partner doesn't prove that your a mysterious person. Your not defining your self as a whole person and cheating will end up in a reason that you are not contented with your partner. Stop lying or cheating if you don't know how to hide it. Read the chosen lyrics. And realize that cheating will not make you a better person.

When i gave you everything you wanted,
gave you everything you need
gave you all my love and baby thought you were the one for me.

I caught you cheating,
My soul is screaming
i'll never heal again
but im willing to forgive you.
because im feeling,
that im still believing
cause i ain't breathing
without you by my side