A new year's gift from God.

"Sometimes, it's not really a matter of choosing the right choice. It's a matter of proving that you made the right choice."

If you have found the right person for you. How will you prove to the world that she/he is the right one for you?

This is a story of a girl finding and searching for the right guy in her life. Even she came from a tragic and stormy history.

Its November 2010, tell me why does the time fly so fast. Its been 5 months since I've left my heart on the road of sorrow. I am Felice, recently studying a bachelor's degree, funny and easy to be with, talkative but in a nice way, and hoping for a guy who will not torn my heart again. I promise to myself I will not hurt anybody especially whom I loved the most. But I guess I was wrong. I gave my whole heart and now it's already torn into pieces.

Its December 2010, the last month of this empty year. I feel so empty inside. I wish I could be a dark sky so that no one can see me. My family and friends always uplift my spirit. So one day, I kneel down and talk to God praying

''I know in myself that this is just a challenge for me to encounter and to get through. I know you love me and will never leave me. I am very sorry for all the sins I have done. I hope you can forgive me. I will just wait for the right person that you will gave to me who will love me as much as I love him. And I hope you will still guide in my decisions."

The last night of the year was so uplifting. I saw a shooting star even the sky is covered up with fireworks. I wish that tomorrow, the 1st day of my new and hopefully wonderful year will be my strength for the other half that has been torn away from me.

Its January 2011, the first month of my new happy year. While walking and buying some new pair of shoes. I met this person whose named is Seth. We became friends, exchange of messages and mails. Getting to a point of knowing each other. Days passed, weeks, and even months.

Its July 2011, I am Felice recently graduated this year, newly working and officially engaged. I met Seth at some mall when I was buying a pair of shoe and planning to commit my whole life with him.

Tell me why does the time fly so fast? Its almost a year since I left my heart on the road of sorrow. But this time someone picked it up, fixed and took care until it beats again. This person saw a shooting star even the sky is covered up of fireworks and wish that he could bring the lost heart to its right owner.

I am Felice officially engaged to Seth. We both wished at a shooting star on the night of new years eve and it is truly a wonderful gift from God.

Song to Pamper: "Perfect Two" by Auburn

Stay with your man

"Letting go is like giving the other part of your heart"

A mistress is a man's long-term female sexual partner and companion who is not married to him, especially used when the man is married to another woman. There is no specific word in English for a "male mistress", a man in the same relationship to a woman as a mistress is to a man, except for the more general term "lover", which does not carry the same implications.

A brief explanation of what does a mistress means. But in our story right here. A man is the mistress. Is it about to let go or to hold on? Is it about to tell the truth or to continue for telling a lie?

A newly wed is coming for the next 2 months. Gian is so lucky for having fernie at his side. Gian and fernie is a good and well done for each other. Unless, fernie is having an affair for another man whose named is nat. Nat and fernie known for their relationship as a best of friends at work. Nat and fernie kept their secret relationship for about half a year. Right before gian proposed to fernie. For all of the months that have passed between nat and fernie. Nat made up a decision. He will broke up with fernie. And here, how it goes. One night before the weekend, after work. Nat invite fernie to a dinner date celebrating their another month for each other. At the fancy, cozy restaurant, after they have eaten their desserts. Nat told fernie the truth.

Nat: Fern, you know that I love you right? and I really do. But, we have to end this up. Gian needs you. And you're getting married soon. He needs you at his life forever.

Fernie: What? Why? I would return our engagement ring this coming weekend and tell the truth about us.

Nat: But, you're 4 months pregnant. Stay with him and build up your own family together. And you will learn to love gian as much as you give your love to me.

Fernie: But? (tears fall from her eyes)

Nat: I want you but he really needs you. I'm sorry for not staying and letting you go. I know it would hurt us both but its for good. goodbye.

Nat goes out of the place and stop for a while on the bench of the nearby park and cry. As days passed, until the wedding of fernie and gian came. On the day of the wedding, Fernie's tummy is almost big and nat didn't came. On the day that fernie is giving birth on her baby boy. Nat came and give her a gift. Fernie named her baby nathaniel. And so their was. Nat and fernie talked but both happy for their new lives.

Inspired by the song Real Thing.

Song to Pamper: "Real Thing" by Ne-Yo

Don't say goodbye, say goodnight

Many of us encountered a tragedy like dying. Especially in our own families. It hurts right? But, what if someone you loved died? Would you accept the fact that he/she is gone?

This is a story of two hearts mingled as one. Eventually putting up their lives together, planning for a perfect future, perfect family. Until a deadly disease came upon and yet, still ending up happy.

Boe and Katelyn met in a coffee shop every break time in their work. They always bump into each other and for the misfortune time. Boe introduce his self to Katelyn. They became friends, exchange numbers, they begun dating for weeks, months and years. Boe decided to propose and it was accepted. Boe and katelyn married. Bought a new house, new furnitures and many more. But, they didn't have any children at all. They just want to enjoy their lives as a happy and married couple. Yet, you cannot live a life full of enjoyment. One day katelyn is having some acute memory loss. Like forgetting something which is always listed in her reminders note and many more. She usually changes her personality. From being a stand-up person in her work to a stubborn one. She often has hallucination. Her sensory perception doesn't work quite well. So boe notice about what katelyn actions these past days and weeks. Boe told katelyn to go the doctor for a check-up. In a hospital katelyn was introduced to a physician who is especialized on brains. Katelyn took some diagnosis, evaluation and tests. The doctor said that because of having that kind of symptoms, she has a disease called "Creutzfeldt–Jakob disease or CJD" and told that it doesn't have any cure. Katelyn was shocked at first and didn't know what to do. At home, boe asked her about her check-up and all she say is she is going back in another week for another tests. Another day has passed and an incident happens. One time, when boe and katelyn was playing tennis. When boe is hitting the ball and katelyn which is usually going to hit back. But, just stand and stare at the ball and the ball hit her head. So boe got worried about what katelyn condition. Boe go to the hospital and search for her wives disease. Katelyn's doctor told him about her wife's condition and it doesn't have any cure. Boe cannot accept the fact that his wife has a dying disease and can only live for 4 months starting on. Boe did his best for katelyn to be happy for her few months. As months past. Boe and katelyn was in their house for boe knew that katelyn's time is coming. They were in bed, starring at each other. Boe told katelyn how much he really love her and he would spent his life with her even at another world. Katelyn hugged boe, tears flow at her eyes and said "Don't say goodbye my love but instead say goodnight" Katelyn closed her eyes and died. And boe injected some drugs on his self and died also for a few seconds.

For this story it tells us that love and death can do us part.

Song to pamper: "Bye bye" by Ahmir

Secretly falling in-love or deserving to be like this

Do you have a secret crush on your school? or a friend that means a lot to you? Many people in this world don't know how to express their true feelings for that special one. They just wait and wait until nothing happens.

Love is possible after friendship.
But, friendship is not possible after love.

This is a story about a girl who eventually fall for her friend but just keep her feelings inside her heart.

Katie is now on her junior year in college. She's funny, strong, nice, always there when her friends needed her and she is a good student. Katie has a lot of friends in school or even back at home. But, there is someone special that can make katie weak, Jerry. Jerry is katie's special friend. They are always together like their is something between them. Yet, jerry has a girlfriend and that girl means a lot to him. Everytime katie and jerry are together. Their friends always tease them as if they are couple. And jerry always said that katie is just my special friend and always there beside me. Katie in deep sorrow just accept the fact that she is just a special person in jerry's life. One time maggie, the bestfriend of katie notice something. When jerry is not around katie is always quiet and always want to rush things that they do. But, when jerry is at her side. Katie is back to normal again. Having a sweet laugh and noisy again. So, maggie talked to katie.

Maggie: Do you feel something special about jerry?

Katie: Me? no. we're just friends. and I'm happy to have him as a friend.

Maggie: Are you sure?

Katie: Yeah! Im sure.

But, maggie already knew that katie is secretly falling for jerry. Meanwhile, many days have passed. Katie confess to maggie that she is falling deeply in love with jerry and didn't know what to do.

Katie: Maggs, I love him. Everytime we are together, i feel really really happy. I wish I could stop time just to be with him.

Maggie: But katie, jerry has a girlfriend. and he really really loves her.

Katie: I know, that's why I'm telling you this. What should I do?

Maggie: I know you love him. But you are just hurting yourself. There are two options for that. First, if you have the courage to tell him then go and tell him about what you feel for him. And second, if you really really truly love him. You just might accept the fact that he is not the right person for you. And the most perfect thing to do is to let go.

Katie think about what maggie advice her. So, after few days. She began to tolerate the situation. She accept that she is just a special friend to jerry.

Song to Pamper: "From A Distance" by Nasri

Even 3rd party separates us apart

Even if you are committed to a person, it doesn't always mean that the two of you is happily ever after. There are always consequences that you may encounter through your journey together and the one but major factor of having an endlessly happiness is for the both of you to be loyal and faithful to each other. But, if you break that major factor it can lead to a break up and an example of this break up is having a third party either for the two of you.

Here is a story about a happy couple whom eventually turned into a bitter break up because of having a third party on their side.

Brent and Aya is a happy couple though at adult years, they've been together for 2 years straight. Brent is the type of guy who will secure and love aya for anything else. And aya is a type of girl that sets her mind in the near future just to be with brent. They both love, trust, faithful and loyal for each other. But like any kind of relationships they have also struggles and pains that have come in their way. And the most weird and unexplainable cause of their break up is because of Aya having another boy named Michael. Michael is the best buddy of brent. They've known each other since grade school. But when brent introduce aya to him. Michael just couldn't stop his feelings for aya. Afterwards, everytime brent and aya quarrel. Michael is always their to comfort aya. And since then, if brent isn't on the side of aya. Michael always runs to her and make her day happy and complete. Yet that is not enough. Aya felt something too for michael. She falls for him quickly. They kept it as a secrety love. Until brent noticed something between the two. Everytime the three of them together. Michael and aya isn't talking too much and mostly feel nervous about each other. And one night after a dinner date at a restaurant, a way back home. Aya confess to brent about her secretly commitment with michael. Brent couldn't understand why does he is being cheated by a girl who is inlove with his bestfriend. Brent is so mad that he slap aya's face. On the next day, michael talked to brent about his issue and brent told him that for all the girls that he introduce to him, why does aya is the one whom he would fall for. Michael and aya talked. They felt sorry and told brent that they couldn't resist their feelings for both of them. Brent for now is lonely with all the heartaches and burdens that he feel. His past girlfriend and bestfriend fall for each other while him is hurt and alone.

So for this kind of situation. For every couple. You should give your full faith and loyalty to the one you love. and make him/her the feeling of being a one of a kind person in this earth.

Song to Pamper: "With Him" by Babyface

Please...a second chance!

Is it really hard to give a second chance to the one you loved before?

Here is a story about a 2 person who still love each other but can't give forgiveness for what they have done.

Boy: I loved this girl in my life. Give her anything she wants. Loved her with all my heart. Taking care of her anytime and always. For many months we've been together, we're happy and compatible with each other. Yet, she still finds another guy. we have this "third person" in our life. After knowing this, I easily broke up with her even if I don't want to. It hurts. I don't know what to do after that incident. Isn't she contented of having me? why does she have to find another one? and now she's asking for me to give her a second chance. What should I do?

Girl: My boyfriend and I broke up. i know its all my fault. I know I'm wrong. I still look up for a better one. but, I didn't mean it. I am contented of having him as the love of my life. But still, there is something deep within me that I couldn't understand. I still love him and I still want to give my last shot. I am still apologizing to him until now. I want him back. But how? If only he try to listen to me again. I'm stupid, I know.

Boy: Maybe I'm wrong too, because every time she says sorry. I don't listen, I was beginning to be a deaf person. Even though I still love her.

Girl: I'm really sorry for what I've done. Can you still please stay for our relationship?

Boy: What should I do? I still love her. I don't want to lose her.

Girl: I really mean for what I have done. I am really sorry.

"It hurts to know that the people who hurt you never realize the gravity of what they've done...
And when they apologize,
they don't even know what they're being sorry for"

Giving a second chance to a person once you loved before is not an easy thing to do. Especially, if he/she really did something wrong. But, if he/she really mean it. Try to understand and listen.

Song to Pamper: "Don't Wanna Try" by Frankie J.

How does Mr. Ideal & Ms. Moncado change?

Ms. Moncado was just an adult, a person with good personality and sense of humor. A student with a straight forward inferiority. has many friends and especially a sweet and caring daughter. Yet there is one thing that Ms. Moncado never had in her entire life. Having an affair with somebody. At their subdivision, there was a guy who may we call Mr. Ideal. Mr. Ideal is just Ms. Moncado's age and they study at the same university. But, Mr. Ideal has a lot of inquiry in his life. Like drinking and smoking. Yet there is one thing that Mr. Ideal never had in his entire life. Having an affair with somebody. One day morning, Ms. Moncado went on the waiting area for the school bus on the way to the school. Then Mr. Ideal came with a stick of cigarette on his hands and said "Hi miss! can I sit here?" Ms. Moncado just stare at him. He then sit beside her, inhale his cigar and boom a smoke at her way. Ms. Moncado stand, covering her face with her hanky and said "can't you see I'm here?". "Oh! I am very sorry miss! I thought you were a chair, cause you're not speaking" said Mr. Ideal. The school bus came. Ms. Moncado walks toward the bus irritated and angry while Mr. Ideal still busy inhaling his cigar.

TO BE CONTINUED.

Song to Pamper: "Fall for you" by Shanice Wilson

Searching for each other

Boy: There she is, starring at me like an Angel. Like I'm the only person around her.

Girl: Looking at him makes my heart beat so loud. Turning my world upside down.

Boy: If I can only stop this moment.

Girl: If I can only freeze the time, and I would spent it with you forever.

Boy: But, how can she knew a hideous person like me?

Girl: What am I thinking? a common girl like me is no match for him.

Boy: Should I ask her name? Would I talk her?

Girl: Please! Please! Please! Greet me this time.

Boy: Maybe a smile would do? But...

Girl: There he is, passing by me again.

Boy: Maybe next time will do.

-Would there be a chance?, Can two hearts find each other?, & Are they really meant forever?

Song to Pamper: "Where are You?" by Natalie feat. Justin Roman