To him

"I love you and I don't want to lose you"

These are the words that I used to say to my loved one. I really love him with all my heart. I thought we will last and face the trials that would come to us. But, at this very right moment. A consequence has been given to me. It include my religion. Its very hard to choose. My mom spoke to me about that and these things. It made me wonder that she is right. and I have to take the right path. and for this instance moment I hurt him. and I'm really sorry for hurting him, its not my intention to hurt you but its very difficult for me to attained this kind of situation. we can be friends, good friends. I will love you always and I hope you understand, even if I cry. I know its my fault but don't dictate me for what I've done. I'm letting you go. I'm sorry. Its very hard for me to be separate with you but maybe it is destined to be this. I want you to be happy, I want to see you smile always, and I want you to find someone that is better than me. who will not hurt you and make you cry. I wish that we will stay friends and no hard feelings. I'm really sorry. I love you.